My journal of life and those lives that surround & influence me, both positively & negatively

Thursday, June 22

The Obsessive Love Terrorist

There are crises in this world that are at time unavoidable, some are mind-numbing, while others are numb-skulling and some never should have gotten out so much out of control to start with.

Love is a tricky business; it can affect us all sorts of ways and cause the most unimaginable, the unthinkable and unintentional.

Spurned love is one thing, but love perceived as love when it’s not, can unfortunately turn into an obsessive-compulsive disorder that can easily go outside the normal and considerably safe boundaries.

With love I’ve learned that relationships do not always go the way you so painstakingly planned it to go; it happens to everyone, including yours truly, The MishegasMaster and circumstances can spin out of control, to the tip of a boiling point that reached its peak so long ago.

Love fuels ours brains; simmers our hearts; heats up our passion into overdrive; sometimes to the left, sometimes to the right, sometimes to the center and sometimes it goes for the whole shebang.

On the hand, when love fails us, it works itself into a momentary lapse of revenge, secretly supplying the ammo and unloading it into the intended victim when they are least expecting it. In the true hateful moments, we sometimes don’t see the bright floodlights burning down and directly into our eyes.

If we’re not careful, we might bump our heads or burn ourselves very badly and sometimes the burn doesn’t really hurt us at all, it just stings a bit, when in reality our souls may be burning with the blindness we wear when we wage war with our exes.

Love wars are often bloody, leaving lots of bruises, both physically and psychologically. Anyone who says otherwise has never been in love before.

And love doesn’t mean only between man and woman, but man & man, woman & woman and human & beast.


Even after the war has been waged, both parties may never see eye-to-eye again. The anti-love extremist will behave like a love-obsessed terrorist who turns into a blood-thirsty cannibal and who will for the rest of their life get revenge for their loss for someone that was never really theirs to begin with.

And that’s the saddest reality of them all.


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